| I cant believe that this thing is still around.. maybe i will write more.. but i dont have alot to write about.. life is pretty boring.. but busy!! other than my 21st birthday is coming up.. which is CRAZY to think of! |
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| omg i havent written in forever.. |
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| college is one of the coolest thing ever.. i wish college started last year.. |
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| well 2day is my last day in wappingers.. i just finished packing hopefully all i will need for the best college experience.. my room looks a little different.. there isnt quite as much clothes in the closet and there no pictures hanging on my board.. its such a surreal feeling now.. that 2morrow im going to be doing something totally new.. hopefuly exciting..my dad came in my room as i was picking stuff up and he was like so r u sad and i was like y.. and he said because of the change and i was like umm theres always something changing.. and he said thats a good way to look at it.. it still hasnt hit me.. mayb because my room isnt like empty.. but a little less full.. like i did a good cleaning through of the room.. this morning lauren was leaving because she was going up to her aunts house b4 she went to college.. and so this morning we went to dunkin donuts like we always do.. it was sooo much fun.. we just sat there and talked.. it was just kristie lauren and me.. like it always is.. other than the midget didnt walk in 2day.. lol.. but lauren left and we all said good bye.. kristie and i just sat outside talking for like an other 45 mins and then when we said good by as i was walking to the car kristie was like have fun at college.. and it was soo weird.. just because im not going to see anyone in a while.. other than the people in albany.. but none of my close friends are in albany.. but i will survive.. the thing that sucks is that i no im going to cry 2morrow cause i no my mom is going to start to cry and that is going to make me cry also.. i cried last night when i said goodbye to kim.. we went shopping for like 4 hrs it was soo much fun.. then as i was dropping her off it was very quite in the car and then a song came on.. i dont remember which one but it was a sad song.. and i started to cry as i was driving which isnt very good.. not like sobbing just a few tears.. but when we pulled up to her house and we gave eachother a hug we both started to cry.. hehe.. wow just thinking about it makes me teary eyed.. but its not like im sad.. im happy.. but sad that its going to be different.. i guess.. but now the only way to keep those relationship with ur friends from home is to call and e mail and stuff which is going to b a little weird cause normally i just hang out with everyone and it will b hard cause i no i will b like wow i really want to go shopping with kim and not be able to.. but i cant wait to make new friends.. mayb lose some old ones.. lol (kim).. but i soo excited.. i figured i start writing again.. just cause im starting something new and it would make sense to try to write about it..  |
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| wow i havent written in forever.. well i am offically done with school i will never have to go back there for a class ever again.. it so weirf to think about it.. its one of those thing that u imagine about as u sit there in the winter.. but now its really here.. shit son.. haha.. umm senior camp out was sooo much fun.. there was so many ppl there it was crazy.. so many weird stories came out of it.. like lauren sleeping on top of my car.. lol summer has started and that mean i am going to b working a whole lot and getting a whole lot of money!.. nationals are this weekend im very very excited about that.. im going to drive down there with my mom.. i hope i do well. i wish i went last year but the stupid english regents was on that day.. my dad asked me a weird question 2day he was like what r u going to say when someone like a coach comes up to u and says where are u going to college and then he was like what if they offer u stuff.. and i was like other than that wouldnt happen.. but i would have to say. im happy with where im going.. i really dont no if i could totally b happy with the college i was going to only accpeted me because i could play a sport better than someone else.. thats how steve got in.. well of course he was a good student.. i should say that how he got his scholarship from sports cause hes in a d 3 school and so they cant really give money for sports.. but there are ways to get around it.. lol it to much to think about now.. i mean its over and done with.. i am totally happy with my decision.. kije i said i wouldnt want everyone to know that one of the reasons y i am going to a certain school is because of a physical ability not a mental one.. lol.. i just cant beileve its over.. im just waiting for my alarm to go off and get up yell at my brother and hten drive to school.. but i will never do that again.. NEVER..
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